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[DF] I am a thinker, a dreamer, a hopeless romantic, a skeptic, a loner, a lover, a singer, an actress, a writer, an artist, a musician, an obsessive personality, and overall an eclectic person. I am entering a career where you are the only person that will ever believe in yourself, and I have no self-confidence. I am broken inside, patched together with duct tape, velcro, glue, anything imaginable...but at the same time with one wrong word I will shatter into a million pieces of dust, and I believe that I may never be able to be put back together again. But that's a different story.

I keep my thoughts in my head, and rarely voice them, except through my writing. My stories have me in them, my posts, everything. So everything that I can't say out loud to you will find its way here, or somewhere else that I write. Be warned - I may write it here because I'm too shy or embarrassed to tell you in person, or because I think that the words might hurt you. If you really want to know what I think of you...you may find it here. And it might not be what you expect. I apologize in advance.

Above all, as I said before, know that I am an actress, and I take pride in my ability to be people that I am not. I am rarely really happy, so do not be fooled by the smile on my face. I am lonely, and I am scared. I lvie in a world I do not really understand, and I feel completely alone. So if you are my friend...and I assume that you are...know that my trust is not easily won, but when you have it, it is complete. And if you break it, you may never get it back.

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

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